📅 22/02/26

hello. i hate myself deeply and violently. i wish i was dead. i would like to write a book, however. and a zine, several, and create many paintings. and learn to drive purely so i cango on a road trip around america. i have no desire to drive in the uk. i have no desire to leave the house, really. i feel rage. i will not explain why because i am embarrassed by it. and then i cry and i hate crying. fuck you.